My Why?

Help, Guidance and Leadership Is A Human Right.
After one goes through a life change, one can't help but share what been learned. shouting from the roof tops. My story and life quest are- normality. I had simple request and desires such as career, friendship or a vision. How pathetic I often think. I look in the mirror and swear- can see God's light on my face. But where is he in my life. Something is wrong I'm thinking. I wish I have it all together but don't. I need to go deeper and find out what is amiss.